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Well, I am back! Like a bolt from the blue. At this hour on this random, uneventful day, I am back. Remembrance of the past is still with me. Sometimes it weighs my heart. But other times it lifts me up too. And with all that childish ramblings, I am back. How long I would stay, I don't know. But for now, I am back.

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